HAPPPPPPPPPPPY BDAY WENHAOOOOOOOO!
i know i said i wont blog here anymore, and yes, i blogged somewhere else,
but cos nobody knows, so i wanna wish wenhao here!
yes my DEAREST!
all the best in your journey of life!

<3

freaking hell really feel like im pregnant.
every few minutes wanna vomit, urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and nobody believe im really sick anymore, ms wang even wanna check my mc, like wth?

ive been so piss with blogger this few days that i set up an account on wordpress and jus blogged over there. =.=

yesterday i missed trng again.
i dontk if anyone believe me, since i did promise and yet...
but no matter how, friends are more impt than anything, even frens whom we ve just quarreled with.
i hope her knee will be okay soon, loves.

i jus had a dream.
something really confusing yet wonderful.
now, i feel like crying.
why is my life so shitty?

IM BACK IN SCHOOL!
:D FINE. im only gone for like half a day but, yea, i bet everyone sensed that im missing right!
lol, lame, nvm.
i miss aline, and i really wanna try and finish all of my homeworks, whadever subjects they are.

definition of lucky: to be able to stay home and self study like aline.

well, actually i dont mind going to school but,

definition of unlucky:
to be hit by Tchoukball during PE, first on the head, then in the face.
at the moment, i thought i was going to faint.
then i fell down on my knees while catching the ball.
nice one yuting.
so right now im walking abt with blood patches on them.
okay, asiv all these aint enough,
i think i just saw him and guess whad i did?
turned and walked away immediately.
well done yuting =.="

to top it off, i ve been feeling nauseated since like, last week?
and really couldnt take it anymore so i just took early dismissal and went home.
damn, i really feel damn guilty.
sighs, if one can be pregnant without having sex, well then, i'd be pregnant.
my classmates been caught smoking and apparently someone from the neighbouring paotoh.
i really think these ppl has got nothing better to do.


anw, im gonna go do my homework to ease some of my guilt now.

IM A GOODGIRL!!!!!!!!!
im going to slp now
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAHAHAHA. i spent 15bucks on ONE stupid crane machine! LOLLLLL!
and im talking abt only ONE machine. overall in that stall itself, i spent more than 20 bucks T.T
LOL! andand initially i dint get anything at all, but cos the guy thinks im damn poor thing and he jus opened the machine and pushed the dolls down the hole.
LOLLLLLL!
seriously wanna thank him man!
hhaha, else i swear i'd spend more than that and go home hating myself.



ohohoh! i got a domo kun keychain! :DDDD

three crazy bitches.

cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute HE IS CUTE!! HE IS CUTE!! HE IS CUTE!! HE IS CUTE!! cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute

i dontk whad the hell is wrong with me.




anyway, today was supposedly quite a unhappy day.
but cos i saw him today and he's really cute in white and everything (well, to my opinion)
so....

she's just fucking trying to make our r/s even worse.
who the fuck is the hypocritical one now.







im really very very piss off now,
angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry

this few days are like... shit?

my head is splitting right now and i feel like vomiting.
training was alright today but i feel really bad to be like bringing the whole team down.
i really must work harder, but, how to find time?
damn, im gonna redo my EoM and ve to pass up by tmr and im gonna start afresh cos i think my source totally suck.





really feeling sick, nausea.

sometimes i wonder why i even bothered.





im really feeling very miserable.
and this time i know why.
but it doesnt make it any better.